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gonna leave some thoughts here :3c

sooo uhhh.. i feel like garbage right now. ok to be real i've felt like this for a while now... i think a big part of why is that i've stopped expressing myself. or that's what it feels like to me anyway. people love to shit on cringe, especially online, but i've definitely been in the camp of "kill the part of you that cringes" :)

but i don't know.. i feel like i lost the plot somehow. in my search for self authenticity, i feel more vulnerable than ever, and it scares me.. it feels so totally overwhelming
..hahaha... i knew this was gonna be hard, but i went forward anyway.

anyway... im gonna fight the power the urge to curl up into a ball and never again be perceived. so i started working on this page a few days ago (i've cried a buncha times while making it, but i was actually able to cry for once so that's nice -‿- )